Wrong

Is it late for a change?

I don't love this job anymore.

The years diminished my interest.

I am no longer interested.

This is not my thing.

I wanted to do more.

I wanted to do what I love,

I wanted to get away.

This is not me anymore.

Oh, what a waste of time!

Something is not right.

I did not chose this.

It just happened.

I wish I had control over it.

To grasp for the last time.

Then release.

Let go.

Better

I woke up.

I had this feeling.

Better things are coming my way.

What About Love & Life?

It can be disappointing..
It is dangerous.
It is also frustrating at times.
BUT
It is always better that way than stay away from love.
It is always best to look forward to some lovin'
It is always good to search for some lovin'
It is always best to choose love
Because no matter how hard I try
To move away from it,
Makes me far away from happiness.
So
It is always best to keep twitterpated
Be always ready
Open heart for some good lovin
Who knows
It could be HIM.
BUT
if there is none
LOVE can always come in any form
So
open heart to some good travel
open mouth for scrumptious meal
open thyself to possibilities.
In life
Probabilities are endless (I hate statistics!)
But
Im positive that it is always
WoRtH tHe waiT! :)

For God only knows when where and who.
Ohh how I love surprises! :)

xoxo
Fran

Like Ruby

The moment I lived alone has changed me. Things became more subtle, like easy breezy kind of connotation. And yet I get closer to who I was meant to be.
There are things I learned, which I was not suppose to know if I am still in a relationship.
I learned to accept. People are just the way they are, sure they will find time if they love you. And if not, then no pressure, let go.
I begin to take the moment one at a time. Just have fun when you can.
I learned to take of myself. We can never be the same, nobody's alike, so I learned to appreciate myself. Appreciate individuality.
I appreciate the people around me. My family, I spend more time with them and as a matter of fact it was kind of better than what I left sometime ago. It doesn't have to be just the two of us, me, him. There are people out there and we need to reach out.
My friends, the reason for laughter - all the way. Like my sisters. They are all gaga. These will be missed if I were still blinded by love. I don't know what the formula is but I think things will work out just fine next time around. It would be good. :)

xoxo
Fran

What Awesomeness I did Today to a Friend.

Did something good today.
I learned that a friend hasn't received flowers for God sake, so since today is her birthday I decided to become a gene.
I sneak off the office, after lunch, brought some pink flowers and a cupcake with candle. No candles in National Bookstore, so I went to Red Ribbon and bought something to get the candle.

To make long story short, I surprise her. And to my surprise she said "sabi ko na nga ba bi ka e".. LOL to that told her "DUH, mas malandi ako sayo."

I just thought maybe I can make her happy today since she had been into a lot, lost bro and father and a sisters whereabouts. She just lived with her mom and some cousins.

What made me realize is that I have sisters, Faye and Mai, I have mama, I have papa kulet.
And we still live together. And we're happy although there are some problems, but we stick together in tough times. They are always there when I need them. I appreciate my family more when I hear stories like that.
It made me think that this new found friend deserves it. It's like an award for appreciation. Its just mushy and hard to explain.Whether she gets it or not, she is the epitome of a true strong woman. 

KUDOS girl.

xoxo
Fran

Cure to Boredom

Procrastination.

Twas not an easy shot. wasnt sure if its nice too. 

Maybe not. 

I just love the shapes and colors as backdrop.

I sat on the edge my bed.

And before bathing, I procrastinate a little,

so I took a shot. With little lighting from 

my ceiling lamp and a reversed camera lens, this 

is the outcome. Very granular,a bit sharp for 

eyes though, dont yah think?

Upside-Down

iPhone messed with it. Too much tilt though

can resort to this reversed photo.

I wore my favorite white sando.

Pambahay mode.

Twisted

Best part is procrastinating before

going to bathroom.

I hate taking a bath when tired. 

but seems like this instagram is the cure to 

boredom.

Those hair, messy as usual.

ughughugh.

I need a hair treatment, L'Oreal cant handle it

anymore. Salon tomorrow, I guess..

xoxo

Fran

Kuwentong Tagalog

Gusto kong makapag asawa ng Danish,
tumira sa Denmark.
Magka anak ng apat. Tatlong lalaki at isang babae.
Syempre matangkad yung mga lalaki, matipuno, magalang, may respeto sa kapwa lalo na sa nakakatanda at babae, mapag kumbaba, mapagmahal sa pamilya at may matibay na paniniwala sa Diyos.
Syempre ang babae, hiling ko lang bunso para di lang ang tatay nya mag protekta sa kanya kundi pati na yung tatlo niyang kuya. Syempre maganda tulad ng nanay. wink wink.

Mabalik tayo sa Danish. At bakit Danish? Una mababait, may pinagaralan, mapagkumbaba, marami sa kanila simple at mahinahon mag salita at higit sa lahat matangkad at pogi. Kasi di bale na ako na ang maliit importante ang magiging ama matangkad para hindi naman maliliit ang anak namin. Kahit ayos naman maliit, di ako payag mga anak kong lalaki unano.

Pangalawa kung bakit Danish, kase  sa laki ba naman ng tax nila sigurado ayos na kalagayan ng pamumuhay namin, lahat sagot na mula pag aaral hanggang ospital wala ka nang problema.

Pangatlo, galante. Pang apat, pala tawa kagaya ng pinoy.

Pag nakatungtong na ako ng Denmark, at nanirahan na doon una kong gagawin ay may luto ng adobo. Tapos kare-kare. Ipapatikim ko sa asawa ko hehe. Tapos syempre bago pa yun, mag aaral ako kung pano yung lenguahe nila. Kaya mas nakaka aliw madaming bago. Pag tipong marunong na akong mag Danish, yun ingles at tagalog ang magiging lenguahe namin sa bahay.

Mag aaral mako magluto ng local food cuisine nila doon. Tapos mag rerequest ako sa asawa ko pagawan nya ko ng cafe. Para may business ako. O di kaya naman papasok ako sa isang IT company, tapos mag Sharepoint ako don, kaso ayoko na pag may anak nako. Gusto ko petiks na lang. Ang mga pagkain nila halos doon gulay prutas, lean meat, cheese, tinapay.. Mahal ang kanin kaya pabor, no rice kami sa bahay pasta na lang. palagi kong lulutuan pamilya ko. Yung anak kong babae, isasama ko sa Gym, magsasayaw kami sana type nya. Tapos tuturuan ko syang tumakbo, magdrawing, magsulat, kumanta. Ipapasok ko sya sa martial arts, kaso halos zero crime rate doon kaya di gaano magagamit ang self defense.
Yung mga anak kong lalaki, bahala na sila. Tatay nila ang incharge.

Ano pa at pag anniv namin ni hubby, mag European tour kami. Eh train lang naman yung ibang karatig bansa tulad ng Germany, Poland at iba pa. Sure magtatagal kami sa Paris. Kasi favorite place ko yun. At lagi kaming mag ho-honey moon haha. E kase mahal ko sya, pero mas mahal nya ako kaya ganun na lang kami ka in-love. Isasama nya ko sa posh resto, kakain kami ng hindi ako tataba. Mag swimming kami sa Santorini Greece, lagi nga ako mag check in sa four square para mamarkahan ko yung mga lugar na napadpad na ako.
Tapos ganoon pa din, magsusuot ako ng stiletto at flowy dress, pero once lang yun, pag gala mag slippers lang ako. haha kaloka. Yung asawa ko lahat ng katangian na gusto ko sa isang lalaki nasa kanya, yung ayaw ko ayos lang tolerable kasi mahal ko sya, isa pa nasa Denmark na ako may cafe pa haha. Pero ganoon pa man may bahay kami sa Pinas, dito din kami lalagi madalas, haha sosyal.

Katulad ng pagalaga ko sa sarili ko ngayon, higit ko pang pahahalagahan at iingatan yung magiging paliya ko. So ready na, isang araw biglaan na lang. Bahala na pero, thank you Lord.. In advance. No pressure lang Lord, relax naman ako e. :) :) :)

xoxo
Fran

Today's Repertoire

It's my first day at Golds Gym! Woot! (hey sisters your conversation is overheard!!! Blogger working here!lol)

The Routine:

I really thought it would be easy to dance ZUMBA since it had been constantly attended during my Fitness First days. However it was not.. My golly the beat was fast you can just imagine how my feet crisscrossed to the tune of salsa, meringue, zumba and burlesque, not sure what type of dance was it just that the music is burlesque and definitely sultry. Again the rule is mirror the instructor and give in to the music. No choice, my last resort is just go with it. Before the class ended, there were familiar steps associated with two music that was played. I was relieved but not too long, in minutes the steps were different again.

Aside from that, it was my friend really that I wanted to meet there. Good thing my schedule is not yet clouded so more activities can still butt in. Need to catch up with good friends, colleagues, family, activities and self.

All boils down to self worth, self improvement and self empowerment. Zumba can give a boost!

xoxo
Fran

Timeline and Numberline

Been single been taken been single again.
Been busy, been taken been busy again.
Been lucky, been blessed, been complete again.
Been cute, been pretty,  but gorgeous now. Much better haha! Kidding.

It's like timeline or number line. On the left are negative numbers on the right are positive numbers. For timeline, those on bottom are past those on top are new. Somethings got to teach us some lesson, dont you think?

Isnt it that negative numbers are negation of positive? Like numbers exist but this foreign symbol attach to it means they are defect? But if for instance graph deviates towards positive number it could imply positive or negative effect depending on factor to which it is based? Like for positive increase of salary, market value, bonds, stocks, shares. In number line when it is negative it is tantamount to say to go back and when it is positive to move forward like writing, riding a bike, a plane or running. But do you agree that it is better to be negative that zero? Well, sure it is.

As we move forward, dont you think that we begin to negative numbers. Moving to the right makes us go thru zero and eventually positive number? When we meet zero in number line, that is the point where you have nothing like zero, but not null. You see, after you have gone to chaos you go back to zero. With nothing, but yourself. Then when you push thru, you begin to lean on positive things.

Would you prefer negative, zero or positive?
Would it be nice to go thru all? It is much better to go thru all, I think. For me, I want to experience even the most excruciating pain and then over come it. It's like going thru hell and still keep the faith to come out alive. Come out polished like Diamond. You see learning something difficult takes a lot of guts, faith, courage belief and trust in oneself.

Like in love. It is normal to get hurt, but in time I know I will meet him, someone better and someone truly destined for me. That's positive! :) Keep the faith, for when you dream positive and begin to believe it, soon it will happen! Atleast for me it never fails (crossfingers!) Thank you Lord for making me whole again, I am soooo Happy I found me again in your embrace. And I think I soo found him, but not clear yet... Make it clear Lord omg..

xoxo
Fran