Things Happen for Reason

Now 

I kind of understand

How they work

Sort of.

Problems keep on coming

without prior notice

and I am not ready to take all of them

But giving it a thought

before those problems came

Some decision has to be made

I said yes to it.

I agreed to take all that comes with it.

So I permitted them, technically.

Just to justify my problems

before declaring "God why me? 

Why all these?" (but I asked it anyway)

I realized, it was me who took the opportunity 

to be challenged 

to take another chance

to strike the hot rod once again.

Problems are opportunity. 

I am not ready to take these

But I have faith.

I dont know where I am heading

But I have faith

I know in my heart

I will get there.

JIT

So I laugh, God you are giving me all these now.

When the wheels change its course

It's payback time.

Now I understand that

Pain first before Gain.

Moving forward

I will savor this pain

For today

and the coming days.

Remember each of them.

I know for sure

Time will come

Things will change

And I envision myself

Overcoming fear

loneliness and worry.

The greatest gift is to learn

how to embrace life with its ugly truth.

Accepting pain and adversities,

that they are all part of this fiasco.

And missing those is like living in a play safe world

were the truth is

it wont work like that. 

Problems color life.

And having a way to solve it makes living worth while.

Life is grand to those who choose

the greater risk, I believe.

So why take away pain, 

when there is redemption after?

So why take away sorrow, 

when there is happiness after?

So why take away disappointments, 

when there is second chance?

So why take away loneliness, 

when there is someone after the loooong wait?

These spice up my life

my world

so I wont hesitate

 to welcome these problems

Hello!

Because it is not yet the end

and I am still executing God's will

not yet done! 

God is still writing my autobiography.

And it wont go wrong.

Or things go wrong technically

But God has plans.

And it is good!

I have faith

and I trust HIM

with all my heart.

xoxo

Fran