Mine Isn't Perfect, But I Prefer It That Way..

What does it mean when all of a sudden you lost track of time
you let things be and you don't give a shit anymore.
You feel you've got nothing to loose, so you do what you feel like doing anyway..

What does it mean?
You feel numb and tired.
You care less about people who care less about you
What comes out of your mouth directly comes from your brain
without filtering your thoughts and thinking of consequences.
Suddenly you speak of truth, cause you don't give a damn even your words scare the shit out of them.
You just dont care - you just feel it is your moral obligation to not tell a lie.
You dont see the fun out of faking them. It is just isn't worthy.

What does it mean?
You have guts to say - Hey you look shit. Dont wear that crap!
You just laugh in the face of demeanor - cause you know deep inside they know nothing about you.
When you lost the appetite of "someday's" and have  "eat-my-dust" attitude instead.
You lost the ability to worry about the future, cause it already smacked you right on your face and put you down and drag you to hell.
You're just as fucked up like everyone's face and you try to find a peace of mind
taking pleasure on being alone while others mind their own business.
You dont need assurance
No need of confirmation
No need of acceptance

What does it mean?
For the very first time, you realized you are enough.
And you dont need anyone living a fucked up life as you are to console you.
You lead a hell of a life - but you are doing fine.
For as long as You are not like them - you will be Ohh so K.

What does it mean?
I don't know. I am not sure.
Mine isn't perfect, but I'll get used to it.
So when I come across some random shit - I will say...
Fuck you. Yar disgusting sonofabitch. Incase you didnt notice..

See, I don't tell a lie. ;)