Done.

 I dont know if comes with maturity or years of being on the same spot all over again, but this time I didnt cry hard.

Done with walking on eggshell.

Done pretending.

Done assuming.

Done with my accusations based on gut feel which he denied then in the end were all true.

Done with him future faking. He doesnt even had a single time to plan to go somewhere except malls (like what?)

Done with getting him experience the world by travelling, fuck that. He couldnt even show a little bit of excitement or interest on every country we've flown, every new places we went just nonchalant, ungrateful narc.

Done with giving him money. For letting it "ikot" and "kita" after sugal. Darn! 

Done with downplaying all his revelations like I had a son after we had my first born. Or he did not graduate college, after my second born. The best was, I had livein partner for 3 months because I didnt have work and I coulnt go home because theres a possiblity I cant enter anymore.

When asked why is Macau the only country in the world why you cant just go fucking home. Answer was, hes lived in with the girl a motnh after he flew to Macau. Not just 3 motnsh but for like almost a year! And said it was over, then I was like meh okay forgiven. Only to find out, they are still together living on the same room! DONE WITH WEB OF LIES.

Another best thing was when I asked him does your unclde kew you "had" gf? He answered "Hindi papayag yun." When I saw his phone his uncle was their photographer in Londoner HAHA! Like WTF.

Best again is white lies then that fucking GRIN with no tooth on the side. It's not lie thats deceipt fucktard!

Done with me not respecting myself, to always be battered with disrespect and deceipts over and over again! What was I thinking?!

Done affirming myself that I love him, because I dont - it's trauma fucking bond.