It's 2:50 pm Manila time. In about 10-15 mins Ill wake my 3 yr old son to fetch our ate(my 4 yrs old little girl) in school, Smallville Montessori just here in Circulo Verde. We book Grab.
Right after we brought her in school we immediately went home so my little boy can take a nap and so I can finish up some work in Austal. Yes Im working from home, an advantage for a single mom.
I just want to note that I think Im making a good progress to succeed in normal routinary life.
Dont get me wrong I love the routines, the going back to the old, the way we used to kind of way.
I thought I wouldnt able to finish a movie in one sitting without my mind afloat and being disturbed by the thought of "abandonment" from the a-hole. But voila I finished a good movie last night directed by George Clooney - The TENDER BAR. The child abandoned by his father and was left in the care of his uncle and mom living still with grandparents. Yes the boy succeeded in YALE but in the end he still trying to figure out if he still wants to be a writer since his course is LAW.
Anyway just want to congratulate my beautiful self, that somehow I can be the normal me day by day after the abuse and trauma.After all these circus and fiasco brought about by a-hole narcissist.
Looking forward to independent, strong, brave, resilient, mature, fun, adventurous, risky(but mindful) me. Cant wait to share the real me to my two babies. I know it's hard but we shall make it through I promise with God above us. Leading us, Our Father.
On Sunday I'll have a discussion with Ate Del of Victory after our 11am service :)
Keeping my soul busy, catching up to what should be done and should have started way back 9 yrs ago.
Still proud my kids are here with me. :)
Thank you LORD! AMEN!
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