Facebook Deactivated

First thing's first, it ruined my relationship. A cheap social media site to end a good relationship. It sucks, but what the hell, I killed it anyway... So much for the crappy issues of people, can't even solve my problems, why bother to peep on them. FUCK THIS LIFE! UGH.

Besides, I'm no longer a friend of my best friend... For all I care to the rest of them :'(

Realize

Something I realize today...

That everyone has their own problems. 
Big or small, depends how it impacts us, is still an issue. 
It is sad not to know when to start, or what to do, or what's best for you. 

Your mind is preoccupied with guilt and disappointment, sorrow and frustration. 

This is a struggle we all have to face. 

I think there is a change that will turn your life 360. 

A difference that will either promote growth or despair. 

Whatever it is,  loneliness, sadness, sorrow, despair, 
disappointment or whatever you call it, inevitable, it will happen...

They say, there is always a rainbow after the rain. 

The question is, when you're soaked in the rain, 

is it worth it to just see the rainbow?

We just need to wait and see what's in store for us. 

Let the nature of life take its place. 
Have faith that God's promise is beyond imagining. 

Pray that things will be alright...

In time...

Calories

1,903 cal per day! ok.noted.

I will be grateful for this day...

I believe in being strong when everything seems to be wrong.

I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls.

I believe tomorrow is another day,

and I believe in miracles...

- Audrey Hepburn

I want to look like me.

I want to look like this when I'm in bed.. With you. HAA!

I want to look like this when I'm living Rihana's song "CHEERS!"

Cheers to the friggin weekend I drink to that, yeah yuh, ....

Don't let the bastards get you down, turn it around with another round.

There's a party at the bar, everybody put your glasses up!

And I drink to that!

I want to look like this when I feel like formal. Coz I ain't formal,

laugh aloud, cry like crazy, talk aloud, ain't formal at ALL. 

I AM CRAZY.

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I want to look like ME. And see I got it. Follow your dreams, make it happen! hahahaha ;)

Layoff

Today about 20 colleagues were layoff. Jurgen, Mathias, Danesh.. All Managers. Mathias is one of the closest colleagues here in Vestas, he was the one approving our travel in Denmark, just last week he mentioned my skirt is colorful, how is that! His cubicle is right behind me, surely I will miss the boss. I remember last summer outing, he sat on our table, asked us what do we want, I told him I want to travel the world, or maybe just European tour. He said it's easy... He's the first manager I had guts to say "I will kill you!!" of course lolling, this was Vestas Christmas party... When we had 1 on 1, he told something about his childhood, where his grandfather, him and his uncle used to cut off trees for Christmas, and they're travelling  miles to bring those home... No more German Manager... Good bye Mathias. Wish you best on your career moving forward...