Peace today

I am sitting here in my desk just finished my dinner from yesterdays Italiani's left over . Dim light, low toned news about Russia and Ukraine playing at the background, wet hair and towel just hanging around my shoulder. Babies in the room, yaya cradling the youngest, husbands out and Im here trying to find my own little quiet peace.

While I was eating my dinner, I cant help but stare at fridge, those pictures of Jose and I having the best times of our lives traveling. Boracay, Macau, Hongkong, to name the few. Singapore when I attended my friends wedding and when i last travelled abroad with my sister (hopefully we'd chance again). While I brushed my teeth i stared outside the window, dim light outside the corridor finally I'm not in a hurry. I bathed my babies and fed them milk already just getting ready to doze off.

Now I need to go and try to make the eldest sleep so I can use my cp - she's always holding it. 

Talk to you again soon!

Birthday and Sunday's Best

 

The Birthday Girl.

Afternoon Walks at Circulo Verde

 Yesterday, Tuesday, Eloise, my husband and I went to Circulo verde for a walk. It was nice afternoon around 4pm. My baby boy Khaled stayed home with his yaya we couldnt just bring him outside since he's still 3 months young and not yet baptised. I just feel he can easily be "bati" by people for some reason.

So while we walked back and fort, the sunset basked allover the street engulfing our fellow walkatoners along culdesac. The street is merely a wide road with skaters, bikers, runners and "walkatoners". While my Eloise is busy singing her favorites tunes, baby shark, twinkle twinkle little star, excavator, to name a few I savor the moment spent with her (and the dad too). I know this is a bit sentimental but hey that moment is the only time she can ever be that young and kulit and cute. Well I know for a fact that she will forever be the cutest. I had fun just staring at them mag ama, I could never exchange these simple moments for the world. While she walks and run while her tatay kept following her and reminds to slow down and stop I just stared smiling wishing moments like these never end. She will grow up and our hair will turn grey, and only these memories will live on in our hearts.

In time, Khaled will join the club. Sibs will probably run together conniving how to get away with tatay.

I live for moments like these as a mom, to dream for the best - for my babies and my family.

I never thought in my wildest dream I could ever have this kind of life field with joy and laughter and so much love (it hurts). Whilst we can never get rid of worries and pain and problems of life - important thing is we are in this together to love and to hold.

For my Eloise - know that you are never alone. You are love and important. I am your mama, and will forever will I protect and serve you my baby.

For my Khaled - From the day you were born I knew I found my first love. You are my sweetheart no matter what happens I am your mama. Will be here for you to love and serve for eternity. Please anak dont iwan us agad with your gf. kidding (but thats really something you have to think about when you grow up)

To my husband - you know I love you, actually even when I havent met you yet. I knew it was you, it is always you all along my hon.

Actually I wrote this blog because I wanted to share sana the clips while Eloise and her tatay sang along "twinkle twinkle little star" while strolling along the riverside. Its so cute but since my gallery is full it was cut short. 

Also we came across papa in his bike.

Enjoy!