Wednesday, November 28, 2012

"IF"

If there is no one
I will set foot to unknown.

It has been too long
before I realize that
It is better to not have
than to have but sad

If there is no one
I will remain standing in the light
that even my shadow is enlighten

For past is past
And let love lost set free
with forgiveness and gratitude.
To hope and open new doors.
To love 
and be love again.

If there is no one
My heart will grow fonder each day
My faith stronger
And lessons are learned
to not repeat the history
of broken heart but
still willing to try and make things work
and learn to fight when the right one comes along.

It has always been my dream
to travel the world
see places and meet people

If there is no one
I will carry my mom&dad or
my sisters or
my friends or
maybe all of them
to roam the world.

I know
In my heart
what I want
what I care for
what I long for
what I live for
what I believe
what I love
for infinity and beyond.

If there is no one
then there is more.
More to life.
More to love.
More to give.

This is my stand.

xoxo
Frances


WD 1TB is LOVE at First Sight

Today I went to Park Square,  this was made possible by Nixon, who instructed me how to get there.
It was like "You know the annex that connects Glorietta and SM? Go down, first floor of Glorietta, turn right and there it is!" haha.

Anyway, I remembered that place. Did not knew it was Park Square, I was there when I took my photo for visa. I also remembered the Bio Research, actually I saw a lazy retriever there (browse my instagram page!! and please LIKE haha! it'shttp:// instagram.com/franenriquez !!!) a while ago.


My agenda is to get the WD 1TB for tv series!! woot Im soo glad it's holiday this Friday! Aside from paint job I have to finish and dinner dates, I have my external for moviessss yikes! All I want is my external for evening chill mode :)

 I had it for 4,500 bucks much cheaper than other stores inside. Actually the price was originally 4,700 ++ but since I paid in cash, I saved 200++ . So see I took the silver one. I was thinking red, but I kind of easily get bored with that color so I go with silver almost close to white, clean simple and elegant just like me teheee. =P I was looking for black or white but they are all out of stock! Anyway I hope they had color purple, no question ask I'll take it "agad-agad" =P

I was thinking of the ff before I bought this little piece of heaven:
Tudor ( Boleyn & Henry 8)
2 BROKE GIRLS (waaaaa)
New Girl (waaaaa)
Walking Dead (deads deads dead)
Stieg Larson's trilogy 
and mooooooore!

Waa thank you Lord, even though Im a bad girl, youre always good to me.
Please continue, promise one day I'll break my curse heeeeee.
One more thing, you know what I want for Christmas... Let it beeeeeee plssssss 

xoxo
Fran

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Can't Stop to Rock!

I just had my first planner last Friday night. Thanks to family and friends for cooperating who, inspite of not sleeping at night due to caffeine over dose, were still willing to drink coffee with me.

Just for the benefit of children, we are more than happy to share our blessings. More sleepless nights to come love ones! kudos to us! HAHA Solid support for a cause, CAN'T STOP TO ROCK!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

FUN(ny)

Had fun tonight looking at this...


whatta meme! wahahahahhahhahaha


Sunday, November 18, 2012

Saturday Evening..

The happening did not cut short, we all end up with Breaking Dawn! Whoa! I was really in awestruck!
Twas a blast! Great!
After the movie, we went straight to Eastwood for dinner. Gary V was there too, luckily we heard his last two songs. Voice was amazing. 


We had dinner at Le Creperie. The Crepe's taste good, but the food, comsi comsa (french word for kind of ok)

Here's for side dish ratatouille.

My dish. Sarap din!

La Creperie

Time for SB! With Mothership and sissies :*

With youngest Mai, hala lagok! Stickies! I want stickies!

With Faye. 

Love saturdays with loves.
xoxo
Fran

Saturday Morning..

This is my most awaited Saturday. Why? I have lots in mind lined up since last week. What are those?
For a change, we want to paint the house differently. We used to color it white or beige or cream every year.
Now we go for "colored-wall-of-fame"! Colored it with cherry choco!
Nervous at first, but afterwards twas easy breezy. And I kind of enjoy the strokes, when roller turned like magic wand , changing hues from white to red. Love it!
This was the initial shot. We were all excited! 
With my sissies Faye and Mai :)
Ofcourse mama on finishing touch.
Mothership and Mai.
Emote time! The Christmas wall <3 font="font">

xoxo
Fran 

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Ride

Lana Del Rey, a year younger than me. Seems like  she had full of experience.
Ironic though, seeking for life while anticipating death along the way - the end of all means.  Nostalgic, poetic and sad.
Here are my fave lines in this song:

"I'm tired of feeling like I'm f-ck-n crazy
I'm tired of driving 'till I see stars in my eyes
I look up to hear myself saying,
Baby, too much I strive, I just ride"

"I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get in trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride"

"Im crazy.
But Im free..."

xoxo
Fran

Sharepoint 2010 Basics

How to Create Web App
http://blogs.salmanghani.info/create-new-web-application-in-sharepoint-2010-part-1/

Create Site Colletion
Application Management > Create Site Collection

The simplest KNOW HOW
How to Create Web App, Site Collection and Website
http://technet.microsoft.com/en-us/sharepoint/ee518671.aspx



Sunday, November 11, 2012

Weekend with Loves


This is my Saturday escapade with family. 
Race for Starbucks stickers and Red Velvet cake hunt.



 Martin Nievera's concert.
MoMo Cafe, good food!
 The best part is being together,though we miss papa too.

Good laugh still the best way to express love and security.
I am home with the love of my life - my Family.
xoxo
Fran

Movie Review: Skyfall


One word: AWESOME!

Real good actor, Daniel Craig. The epitome of action star aged gracefully.
The story was awesome too, where he resurrected from the dead. Its story has connection to James Bond's master. It was rooted from the their past.

As per resurrection, one agent received a 'take the shot' order from M (007 master) even though this agent made acknowledgement that her position is not clear and the bullet might hit Bond.

Bond was hit and remained "MIA" in M's record although most speculated that he is already dead.
He stayed in a secluded land, a resort until he's healed.

When he went back to M, she just said "What took you so long?"

James Bond, took come back test to see if his fit for the job.
M said he passed. One officer questioned M's decisions while they are in a conference with Bond.
After Bond left, M confessed to officer, he did not pass the test. But Bond is the only one who can execute the plan. So they did it anyway.


Before James Bond joined the force, his master aka 'M' has a very good agent. This agent has all the potential, class A and very intelligent. However this agent lost his ability to justify, he went on to make his own plans against the M's orders. So she let him go and was replaced by four other agents.

This agent went back for revenge. He wanted to kill M, and he did. But Bond killed him too. Ofcourse.

The movie ended when M died and the officer replaced her. James Bond is more than willing to take orders from his new boss.

Love it!
Love Daniel Craig!!!

xoxo
Fran

Did My Reasearch on Chernobyl


During the Japan Fukushima Nuclear Power plant explosion, one reporter from CNN explained its similarity to Chernobyl. I was inquisitive so I looked for it. It was really shocking to know that these were the biggest nuclear explosion ever noted in human history. But the most dangerous is Chernobyl.

Europe.Chernobyl.1AM.1986

This happened in Ukraine (USSR) on April 26, 1986.
Nuclear Reactor Unit 4, also officially known Russian name as No 4. ukrytiye,exploded sending radioactive fumes in the atmosphere. Its effect is massive destruction of entire Chernobyl City. During that time people has no idea of nuclear effects. There was a report that after the explosion, they even sent a helicopter to drop some clay, lead and sand to stop the fumes to spread on air, however the rotor collided with the crane on top of near construction. The helicopter dropped in midair before even executing the plan, 4 crews were killed in action.
"I remember joking to the others, "There must be an incredible amount of radiation here. We'll be lucky if we're all still alive in the morning."
 "Of course we knew! If we'd followed regulations, we would never have gone near the reactor. But it was a moral obligation – our duty. We were like kamikaze."
 Anatoli Zakharov, a fireman stationed in Chernobyl since 1980 
"tasting like metal," and feeling a sensation similar to that of pins and needles all over his face...
Illustrated by firefighter before he died similar to statement given by Louis Slotin, a Manhattan Project physicist who died days after a fatal radiation overdose from a criticality accident. 

The radiation effect is still visible until now. Many animals mutated from its original habitat. Some reports said many children with infected parents were born with abnormalities.

Today Chernobyl is deserted and isolated. The entire city looks like ghost town, where most of personal stuff where left behind by families.

A sarcophagus (flesh eating rock) halt the release of tons and tons of radio active corium, highly contaminated dust, uranium and plutonium in the air. What is inside the sarcophagus can no longer be fixed.
As it releases 10,000 röntgen radiation per hour. Where currently the city normally has (and can take only) 20-50 microröntgens level of radiation per hour.

It was said that the sarcophagus can only hold it up to 20-30 years. Some reported there is leakage  in roof releasing contaminated substances that goes to the ground which is then sipped by soil. This in effect questions the integrity of sarcophagus. The health organization already provided a plan to disseminate the old sarcophagus that would contain and allow it to naturally collapse and be removed together with the contaminated substances.

Excerpts from Wikipedia.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chernobyl_disaster
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chernobyl_Nuclear_Power_Plant_sarcophagus
Excerpts from Youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvAJ_u3Q0Hw

Today I watched Chernobyl Diary with my family(Mama, Faye and Mai). I was kind of thinking, were they really mutants who stayed there up to now? What are they like? Zombies? OMG?! Walking dead contained by government! Scary...

Will they be like the ultimate war weapon that can swipe the entire world? NOOO! Enough.
I enjoyed the movie though. 

Still my sympathy goes to those affected.

xoxo

Fran

My Favorite Research of All Time

The following are real bazaar searches. 

Favoritism in random order:
  1. Sphinx 
  2. Pyramid Egypt
  3. Sarcophagus
  4. Roman Polanski Rape case
  5. Sharon Tate Murder
  6. Kurt Cobain Sucide 
  7. Chernobyl
  8. UFO
  9. Area 51
  10. Judas
  11. Masonry
  12. Adolf Hitler
  13. Nazi
  14. Holocaust
  15. Audrey Hepburn
  16. Bipolar
  17. Kamikaze (just now!)

Princess of China

Hurt is equal to Fell-out-of-love.

Boy Toy

I have something to share to you.
I have observed some distinct behavior of boys.
Something very familiar yet others prefer to keep silent about it.
Let us enumerate:
1.) Boys always put their best foot forward.
2.) Boys adore you on the first half year (starting on the first day you met)
3.) Boys have eyes on other sexy beautiful girls especially when they are in a relationship.
4.) Boys sneak and flirt with other girls especially those in long term boring relationship.
5.) Boys lie. White lies whatever, they are expert on it.
6.) Boys tend to lie low and easily get bored when they are in a long term relationship. So they cheat.
7.) Boys prey for pretty girls while their girlfriends are not around.
8.) Boys get bored to girlfriends (body, face, ass maybe? haaaa!) after some time, 
then they hunt for new prey.
9.) Boys love pretty and sexy girls. For the Nth time.
10.) Boys will never ever be a MAN.

WOMAN needs a real MAN beside her.

Not boy toy... Sorry. 

xoxo
Fran

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Ansaveh?

Me: Sino nag basa neto papatayin ko.
Faye: Agad agad?
Me: wahaha!

Me: ay ganda ng pic ko jan!
Mai: Wag ganun teh!
Faye: (sabay harap kay Mai) Ano yung sinasabi mo saken kanina Mai?
Me: wahaha! bastos.

Me: Mas maganda ko jan.
Faye: Teh naman!
Me: wahaha! CHE!

Me: Mai ganito pose mo dapat.. (umaarte sa labas ng room)
Mai: Teh, pakisara pinto.
Me: wahaha!

Me: libre ko.
Mai: Thanks 
Faye: Thanks
Me: ganda ko no?
Mai: Iyo na teh
Faye: Dibale na.
Me: wahaha! mga walangya.

Faye: Tignan mo teh, kamuka mo oh (korean star)
Mai: Yon naman!
Me: Alam ko! Pero wala akong pera. 
Faye: wahaha!
Mai: wahaha!
Me: DUH, mas maganda ko jan.
Faye: Teh!
Mai: Teh! Tama naaaa!
Me: wahaha!

Ang mga kapatid kong hunghang pero wagas ang beauty. Ang dalawang tao na pinaka proud ako, kahit barubal. Sila ang love ko to infinity and beyond. Bow.

xoxo
Fran





HAPPY with YOU! :)

When I was little
I wonder how it feels like to go out alone.
Can I survive going to mall on my own?
I remember I was in high school when I started to go out.
That time I brought my sister Faye to movie theater.
We watched AI at Sta. Lucia.
It was good though my concern really is we come home alive.
It was a bit scary, but I was kind of proud at the same time cause I can carry my sister with me.
And mama trusts me on Faye, so I was kind of responsible for her, love the feeling of big sissy.

When I was in college, I swear to God I was the only one attending the first class in Faculty of Engineering (UST) with chaperon! Mama was with me and went as far as second floor, she even waited outside the classroom!! haha!
I beg her to come with me cause I'm a bit nervous that time. I couldn't help it, we even excused her to campus guard to admit her inside since it's my first day of class. Yeah-yuh shame on me.
But you know, mama's proud about that because It seemed to her that I was not ashamed of her accompanying me inside the campus. The first two weeks, mama always fetch me in school, then she taught me how to go alone. Again it was scary at first, Manila is too far from our place. Besides there are lots of hobo around the area. But then again I learned how to go alone.
It wasn't easy at first but I carry on.

When I had my first work, I was nervous I cried a lot. That time I felt what was it like when you are in a position where you cannot please everyone. My co-worker made me feel she's better than me. That I do no good. She was senior, but the hell I care, I give it a shot. Told her how she acted weird. Told her to back off I have nothing to do with her qualms. She should mind her own business! A week later, when I can no longer ease to see her face, I decided to let go. First, I am not happy anymore, second the office is too far from my place, third she's got a face that annoys me.. A LOT! When my manager asked me about it, I told her I can no longer work since it's too far from home. But she didn't believed. She told me to retract my resignation, and see things if it gets better. But I said sorry, it is non-negotiable. She fished for more, but better of she look for the reason on her own. I dont want to burn bridges, besides that annoying face has no bearing to cut my relationship to other colleagues. She wont matter after resignation anyway...
So I resigned. Right after I quit I was totally relieved. I felt one thousand times better than ever. Then I looked for a new job. And all alone, I bagged it! Was so happy that time, it gave me confidence to face challenges. I learned that oranges are not the only fruit. 

On my second job, I learned that quitting is not always an option. I learned to be patient since it is also a bit far from my place, the salary is a thousand bucks cheaper than the first and the environment is non-techy. Oh darling I learned to use paper and pens like back to basic. I learned to mingle with sorts of people, I was a production supervisor. I handle more than a dozen of people plus those in logistics. If they fail, I fail.
No time for crying, so I learned to be tough. I learned that in times of difficulty, it is more useful to get out of your comfort zone take risk and explore on options. Sometimes even if I live by rules it cannot suffice to ever changing events, so I need to bend and make some exceptions to make things work. 
I learned as I grow old, decisions are more complicated. Before it was like what candy to buy, now who will stay and who will get fired. Darn! I hate that when it is on my hand to put the verdict to someone. But what can I do? It is all part of growing up.

On my third job, I learned to flirt. Not that I dont flirt from my previous company, it is just that I am busy.
This time, my work requires for tech savvy, I am now a certified developer. No field work, not much of physical thing, just my computer and me. Many office-mates had confess their admiration which I did not get when I was in college due to my regrettable geeky sense of style. I regret that up until now since I should have had many admirers ( I actually do "i-cant-see-you"/ "i-cant-hear-you" drama, roll eyes , rant etc etc in short i was snobbish - actually a man hater! YIKES i totally don't get the idea do i??! ughugh tange!)
So there, I had my first boyfriend. I was kind of experimental, since I am NBSB. So I tried since he's senior and he's in a circle of friends who are tech savvy too! They are like the populars in our project, in short I was  awestruck by his group of friends. I am not sure it was a good idea, but we clicked. And the story goes so-so... Then we moved up to the ladder, we both transferred to a new company. 

This fourth job, I lost my individuality a bit. I was kind of lax, I was almost in the edge of forgetting what I wanted to do in my life. What are the things I love most, where I want to go, what I want to explore. I almost lost them, but I have my boyfriend so I thought it was enough. But it isn't. I wanted to find myself so I broke up with him. Then when I decided to move on and turned my life's wheel upside down - Found a new job so I moved out. I learned a lot you know. First, to not take for granted special times together with your love one, second, to always take time to find yourself - even if you are in a relationship, third, to not drown to other's opinions of you because in the end it is what you do for yourself that shapes you as a person (like become a better Frances), fourth to not be ashamed to anyone and simply be true to myself, fifth, to always be thankful no matter what even if circumstances almost killed me I still believe the hardest problem is the best mentor, sixth, I trust God above all, I put my faith in Him, seventh, I learned to be myself again, eighth, I felt loved by friends, relatives and family once again, ninth, I felt the singlehood notion again but it is the kind of hopeful one, that when the right man arrives I promise to do good in the name of love, just like the love of God, tenth, I learned to be happy for the past, because it gave me life when I needed it the most and it also gave me the opportunity to express the love I suppose to give and received it back too, eleventh, I learned to trust my instincts, now I know it is 99.9% true, twelfth I learn to give, forgive, let go and love again, thirteenth, that LOVE is the ULTIMATE MAGIC, the adventure of a lifetime that I wouldn't dare to miss! 

Here I am on my fifth job, becoming more of me, accomplishing things on my own, saving for my future, building my dreams little by little, living a kickass singlehood life, experimenting, loving, caring, eating, travelling, spending, shopping, working out, working, learning new stuff a day, singing, dancing, playing, still ranting, Oh it's morning! It is no longer dark outside, I havent slept! waaa We are going to grocery store later and eastwood for dinner, probably get my bazzar red velvet cupcake yum-eeee waa im still zombie wide awake! darn so much of this I think you get the point! Just stay happy, be single if you're not yet ready, find yourself, explore dream discover that's what they say!
When you are ready it will just happen, by chance, by accident, by purpose in His perfect time! SMILE DEAR!

night night!
xoxo,
Fran!


Thursday, November 8, 2012

Be "IT"

Be my bestfriend,
my lover,
my confidant,
my clown.

Be my sweet dream,
my sweet escape.

Be my travel buddy.
Bring me to places.
Surprise me.
Enthrall me.

Be my knight.
Protect me.
Keep me safe.

Be my human blanket.
Keep me warm.

Be my mentor,
my coach.
Teach me.

Be my crayon.
Color it red instead of blue.

Be my pup.
You need me to take care of you.

Be my lipbalm.
Kiss me.

Be my armour.
Don't let others hurt me.

Be my morning sky
so I can give you sunshine.

Be my mirror
adore me.

Be you,
we will get there...


xoxo
Fran






Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Just Me

Look Im still standing.
After what is said and done, hey Im still here.
Living in my own terms.
Dreaming my fascination.
Wanting to get there.
Being myself.
Just me.

Guess What?!








I don't know the answer.
That's for sure.
So back off and stop asking. 

 

This Isn't Happiness

Why?

What is the reason, why do I have to endure sadness?

When all I can think of is infinite pointless drama of life.

I will die sooner or later.

Where in the world can I find the meaning?

If I exist to help others, how can they be sure I got the answer if I myself is a disgrace in the making?

How does it affect me in the long run?

I will die sooner or later... Why not now?

Sometimes, I pray to God to take me. God just kill me.There's nothing in here for me really.

Why do I have to face these motherfuckers and pathetically do them good if I can't even find the answers to my own problems?

Lord how can I nurse the patient if I am cripple?

If you think I deserve to be this pathetic dirtbag with no future, why don't you just kill me.

It is much better that way.

Just find somebody else to help those people in need.

I need you, I need answers.. But I'm tired. Maybe they are not.

Just kill me, so that I may find refuge.

I will live in peace.

I will get numb, no feelings, cold...

I tried very hard, but it seems like every single day I fail.

If I make myself believe that I am closer to where I suppose to be, I feel like a fool. Do I look stupid?

Yeah maybe I am stupid. I am really stupid.

What seems to feel right always hype up and then speed down the drain. I am zero.

Call me zero.

Why?

And so I write.

And so I sleep.

And so I work.

And then what?

I just live each day, moving farther and farther away from reality.

This isn't happiness...



Monday, November 5, 2012

Life Lesson 101 part 0

What I learned today:

No matter how bad things are, you can always find happiness to people who truly love you.

Who says oily food makes you fat? It actually detoxifies when shared with sisters nyahaha :P

I am hyena in front of my sisters. I laugh aloud, can't help it!! They are waaaay tooo funny than Vice Ganda :))

Laughter makes us100x younger.. Who doesn't? 

Share your worries to people who truly care. Ask your heart who they are. It knows pretty well :)


No matter how dear friends scrutinize and criticize you , you won't get offended. Why? Because they care, they want you to listen and learn from your mistakes.

Life is about meeting people, sharing happiness, laughter, tears and sometimes sorrow. I believe it is the journey that we find who we really are. Who we are when with friends, lover, family, relative or stranger.
How we think and respond towards their actions. How we give meaning to life, is how we give birth to being alive. 
(meet my bf , freddy - suck it up jason!)

Just accept the fact that what you have now is all you got, and the rest will come tomorrow.. Or some other day maybe, speaking of hope and aspirations..

Just enjoy the ride, may it be bitter or sweet.
Nothing last forever, so if you get the chance to feel that tinge of life savor it!


Gifts may not always come in lavish wraps, they often come in disguise like newspaper :P
See, you just need to try and open it - open up!
Life is full of surprises, and you will never know if you don't give it a try.

Life is good, go figure!
And the universe will conspire to give you your heart's desires.
Just keep the faith.
Keep the fire burning.
Try a little harder.
Make it happen.
One day it will all be in your hands.

(anyare faye?)

xoxo
Fran


Sunday, November 4, 2012

Summer Lovin' - Roadtrip 2012

Everyday is a blast!
Reconnect from the past.

Enjoy little things that makes you wonder.
Wander and get lost.


Sometimes life is found in detours.
Ride on plane, fly!
Hop on a ship and sail.
Drive, go on a wild ride.
Be spontaneous. 

Love Life mwah!
xoxo
Fran

Photos taken from Matabungkay Beach Resort Batangas.
It was beautiful sunny day.
Awesome backdrop.
Just waiting for cousin finish his photoshoot (moving cloud).

Whereabouts?
Tagaytay - Laguna - Batangas
Twas an unexpected road trip
with lots of surprises and
memories to share.
May lots of people have lots of this
and lots of summer lovin'..

Friday, November 2, 2012

Just Me Talking to Myself Again.

In my life there are ups and downs. Nothing is constant, everything changes. The moment I realize that the end of happiness is near, I just shrug it off my shoulder and carry on. But it is not easy. There is no preparation, like exams. No clue of where my life is heading for the next couple of days. Question is, when is this series of loneliness going to end?

As days go by, I get the hang of it as if it is nothing, plain ordinary day. I keep doing what I use to do, I act normal (most of the time) and just move along.

But somehow, loneliness is just around the corner. The only thing I can do is cry. But nothing is bad about crying though, only headache and popping eyes. It releases tension and probably removes stress out of my system, I think. I just want to cry. That's all.

I have gone so far, but not yet sure what is waiting for me in there. Not so sure if there is something good that will come along. Sometimes it is hard to wait. And what to wait? Nothing really.

Just glad, I am here. Still alive. With problems to face. And hoping that someday will find a refuge with my own doing.Anyway where I am now is my choice.

I just pray all this tearful nights will vanish somehow in a blink of an eye... Just like loneliness crept into my life in a blink of an eye...

I choose to be strong in times of adversities. Because if I do the otherway around, nothing good will happen to me. I am still hopeful, you know...

Being strong, as oppose to what others say, does not indicate that a person is free of worries and pain.
Most of us chose to be strong to push ourselves beyond what used to be. What used to be safe, what seems to be sweet and fair. We have seen the worst that is why we chose to hang in there and stay steady. It is like hanging in a brink with both hands holding on. It aches terribly, big time! But if you fail to hang in there, you could die. So is there any other option? You just got to hang in there... Maybe get used to it, until it numbs.
Maybe this is not a good example though, ofcourse you cant just hang in there for the rest of your life dont you? So you got to find a way...

Even if it seems impossible, there is always a way. Sometimes we need a break to clear thoughts and decide where to go from there. Loneliness and pain when tolerated will not go away. So try to replace them. One good reason is, they do no good for me so what's of the point staying to that kind of state?
It's difficult to set your mind to something you are not ready to execute, or maybe do it and just fake it.
I acknowledge my fear and my weaknesses so that it is much lighter to move to the next step. So be ready for a change.

The point is, I know my worth and what I deserve. I know this battle will cost me a lot of sleepless nights but I know deep in my heart it will all be worth it.. In the right time...

Cry a little, and smile.
Know that someday things will get better..
I mean BEST :)

xoxo
Fran



Thursday, November 1, 2012

Getting Closer Where I Want to Be.

This I reblog from Hack Life

It's nice :)

Read on...

You may not be where you want to be yet, but if you think about it, you’re no longer where you once were either. You have good reason to believe that you can trust yourself going forward. Not because you’ve always made the right choices, but because you survived the bad ones, and taken small steps in the right direction. So cry for a moment if you have to, and get it out of your system. Crying doesn’t indicate that you’re weak; since birth, it has always been a sign that you’re alive and full of potential. Once you’re done, keep going! You’re undoubtedly getting closer to where you want to be.

Indian Friend

Last Tuesday, I woke up early to accompany Asma on her shopping spree.
It was 930 am when I got to her hotel, Prince Plaza II. Did not noticed the name of that building before so I am not familiar. When I was about to ask security guard in greenbelt it so happen I saw it across the street, so I just move along. Funny cause I used to walk pass that hotel going home.

Anyway, I waited for some minutes in the lounge. Then we went for breakfast in penthouse. Her stub was plus one (good for two), it was nice that they allow non tenants. I had bread, cooked ham with some veggies and mushrooms, coffee and corn flakes.

Then we went down to her room, so that she can prepare. Well I offer to iron her which delayed us. Anyway, right after that we went to the mall. She had bought five dresses cost around 1200 plus. I had 3 pieces for just 600 plus. After that we went to Mr. Rockefeller to grab some lunch.

Apparently her boss called haha! So we went back to hotel, I grab my stuff and headed to office while she's stuck with the boss haha. It was nice though, Indian friend is like my any other friends. Just that I need tissue to wipe my bleeding nose, haha and so is Asma (she admitted too!).