Do What You Love and Fuck the Rest

The truth is you can never go back from where you started. It always has to go forward. OK
It just gets worst when you look back, for all you know nothing is in there, really... YR.
Then the real challenge kicks in. UHUH.
How to be strong to get through? MF.
How to withstand the pain without breaking? FU.
How to set goals if seems impossible to even have a future? IDC.

Collect the pieces, pull yourself together. FU.
The purpose is to bring yourself back to reality. DU.
That nothing is worth fighting for except your life and start living. YR.


The battle is...
You keep on searching. (DR=Darn Tired)
Worse case, you don't know what you're looking for or there is "plain nothing". Empty. SOAB.

So here's the thing.
WHY don't I DO WHAT I LOVE and FUCK the rest?

Sounds good.
xoxo
Fran

What Took You So Long to Decorate?

Why it took so long to decorate a tree... :p

What Do You Call This?

What.is.this?

the red thing.

...

How long will it last?

Does it come with expiry date?

How do I know it has good quality?

Should I pay for it even if I am not yet sure?

Will it be in good shape even if I wash it using washing machine?

If only I would know it is worth the try.

Even if it doesn't look perfect,

or good as compared to others,

I liked it that way...

I gamble, so I paid.

I bought it..

In time,

this thing will be lost,

for sure.

because I am not a good keeper 

of stuff

like this small.

the red thing.

but

it will remind me how I felt 

that day and asked 

so many questions

but bought it anyway.

I may not end up owning it

for long

but...

I am lucky I had it for days 

I needed it the most.

thank you little red thing.

you add beauty to my hair.

one day, i will miss you.

then for years to come,

maybe,

i will no longer remember you.

xoxo

Fran

Use CHANNELS in Paragraph

Use 'd ff sky c. channels in paragraph:

• National Geographic
• Star Movie
• HBO
• Nickelodeon
• AFC
• Cinema One
• Star World
• AXN
• Lifestyle Network
• MTV
• E! 

I think that all NATIONAL, black white or fair skin is free to choose the life to live on any GEOGRAPHIC location. Travel mi amore!
When there is STAR there is hope, you just have to have faith and you will get happy endings like those in MOVIE. Just have to be true to yourself and life will grant you your hearts desire, try to live each day and create good memories like HBO (Happy Birthday Ok??)..
Time is precious, can't buy for NICKELODEON. AFC (Always Find Candy) HAHA to make you smile. Hey don't forget that! Or go get your uber crush on CINEMA, be sure he's the ONE who makes you laugh like hyena. Chase your dream pitch for the star, someday someone will make you the STAR of his WORLD. AXN (Always Hug at Night), you'll never know if the person will make it tomorrow so don't waste opportunity, let loose and just hug! You can decide what LIFESTYLE you like on far away land, for as long as you remain in NETWORK of people who truly loves you for sure you will never be lost.
MTV (Make That Vision) come alive E!

xoxo,
Fran

1 Corinthians 13

Love is patient, 

love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil

but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

Faith, Hope and Love

Like you cannot see the end of the tunnel.

Like every corner is nothing but cold bricks and gloomy facade.

Blank faces on empty street.

Street with one flickering post lamp waiting to fade.

There is no sunshine, the kind of light you want to see.

Your eyes began to itch.

You blink. 

One.

Two.

Three.

Then tears fall 

And you just stood there.

Dumbfounded.

And then you walked.

Your chest went heavy the moment you passed by a tree.

Tree as grey as ashes. It almost look burnt in shadows of the night.

And then you run.

Until your feet went numb.

You cannot breath.

Like rhythmic thud went faster and faster.

You wonder why.

It almost hit you in the head.

You heard it.

You felt it.

But you won't believe.

You knew all along,

there is no heart after all.

Again you stood there.

Just stood there.

Dumbfounded.

Then you asked yourself.

Of all those hallow faces,

who among them has a heart?

You run again.

Back to empty street, with blank faces.

Each of them you asked the same question.

"Who among you has a heart?"

One man playing his saxophone said, here take my fiery heart and keep it.

You said "you are good at it, keep your heart instead."

The other man riding on mercedes benz said, here take my golden heart and keep it.

You said, "thank you sir you can keep it."

Then you saw this blind man who seems like a poet. 

He said, you can take my heart anywhere.

You said, I will take it. Thank you sir.

You left the poet.

You run and stop right infront of the tree.

Keep it tree. The heart of a poet.

Tree went green from ashes.

Leaves grew thicker to bushes and flowers sprout everywhere.

Then something inside you burnt like sunset flame.

You just stood there.

Dumbfounded.

There is your heart.

That no unworthy man can ever see.

That ignites flame and creates sunshine.

You see,

You share the heart

to someone who needs it

and yours grew fonder.

Love is not yours to keep,

but is there to share

and make it shine brighter

and make it grew fonder.

Let it gallop like a wild stag.

Let it color like the tree &

Bloom like a flower

Even tears has an end.

Even numbness has an end.

Even searching has an end.

Even grey turns to green.

When you only have faith.

and FAITH got you.

xoxo

Fran

hmm

blah to you bhhhlog (hmmm)
blah blah blah (heard from arte)
ba ba blah ( heard from TL)

like an error page when you search for the labels.
totally totally not related to any of it.
blah blah black sheep
that's me.

Boo.

xoxo
Fran

How to Rekindle what was Lost

Many times I almost give up. It felt like the world has turned its back on me. I don't see hope to anything.

So I cry and just pray.

I did not asked God why it happened  because I don't want to know the reason. It is plain lonely, sad and miserable. Take it like a bleeding wound that is much easier to stand than a bleeding soul where I can't sleep, I can't eat and I can't even think of anything right. 

But as the time goes by, it occurred to me that how I got to NOW was because of those times.

If it didn't happen it could be that I might lost the ability to exaggerate expressing how beautiful things are.

To thank God that I could have lost it if I have not fought enough and not see the end of it.

See sometimes, even if you don't want to know the reason, simply because you are not ready to take HIS answers, it will surface and you will be enlightened. Like a story in a book, it is much thrilling to know the reason behind where characters come. Like my life has its own story, and it is not yet the end.

I might have difficulties but it is just part of story with ups and downs. Emotions change ofcourse, but my values remain the same. My belief and aspirations remain the same.

So whatever happens, what is in me is more than the obstacles I encounter.

Even if it blows me straight on the face, it might caught me off guard but I will get up and try even harder.

I realize people get wiser as they age. Atleast some make it.

Those that had happened to me in the past has contributed a great amount of learning and overcoming.

Lessons that kept me going up to now. Sometimes I overlook fear, because I have seen it before and it no longer appeals me.It is like I have had enough of it, so I get tired of facing them all and just select the ones that will turn out good. And for loneliness, the only cure I guarantee myself is by helping others to achieve whatever that makes them happy. I remember the old saying of Ma. Theresa, of St. Bridget my alma mater,

"I am woman for others"...As I understand it I am not born for myself or for someone. I was born to reach out to others and build a life worth living. It may sound heavy like I am responsible for everything, but I can always start little by little. It doesn't matter as long as it makes a difference.

Now I know how important it is to understand why I am here. There is always a reason for everything, and I have to take time and wait for the right moment to reveal the meaning of my very existence.

Prayer too is very important. What I cannot take control of, is always taken care of by God.

I always find him pick me up when storm blows me away. And then I gain strong hold.

When I get back on my feet, I am much stronger and wiser than before.

There is so much to thank for, so much to live for and be happy.

A friend told me to seize the day, and those words are powerful.

It is like God speaking to not waste opportunity and make the most of every moment.

Make the life he gave, a meaning, a good story to live by.

Appreciate what you have.

Be with people who truly loves you.

Smile and make others smile.

Give without expecting in return.

Be into places never been before and rekindle who was once lost, YOU.

Explore.

No regrets, no bitterness, just hope and love..

xoxo

Fran

and because of selfishness we will be condemned.
to the worst torture  humankind ever invented for itself - loneliness

-Paulo Coelho, BRIDA

This One is Very Nice - Read On.

Kevin McCallister: I had a nice pair of Rollerblades. I was afraid to wreck them, so I kept them in a box. Do you know what happened? I outgrew them. I never wore them outside. Only in my room a few times. 
Bird Lady: A person's heart and feelings are very different than skates. 
Kevin McCallister: They're kind of the same thing. If you won't use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it'll be like my Rollerblades. When you do decide to try it, it won't be any good. You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose. 
Bird Lady: Little truth in there somewhere. 
Kevin McCallister: I think so. Your heart might still be broken, but it isn't gone. If it was gone, you wouldn't be so nice.

 | Kevin, Home Alone 2:Lost In New York

Nuff said...

xoxo Fran

Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart 

CRY

Tonight before you fall asleep

I'll run my thumb across your cheek

Cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes

I know I made you feel this way

You gotta breathe, we'll be okay
Cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you
I know that i'm causing you but pain too
Remember if you need to cry
I'm here to wipe your eyes

-------OPINION ZONE---------

When a man says this,

(boy to girl)"I'm here to wipe your eyes .."

I think...

he made you cry, then he ask forgiveness.

Cos he is guilty.

The thing is,

you are not an option,

he chose you.

With this, I also think that...

He would have to climb the highest mountain,

Walk many the miles, 

move boulders 

even jump a cliff 

to prove that you are more than all that. 

A man who truly loves, seek and humble his heart.

No obstacle come across a man 

to conquer what is, to him, 

more than life...

 ofcourse that is "theoretically" speaking, not unless the man is super athletic he knows all that's mentioned.

But the thing is,GIRL..

You are more to LIFE.

Be IT.

What's more to life is hard to get.

To those guys who sweat their asses off to prove their women

they are not that asshole.

That they are qualified as sheep for offering,

or bait in firing squad...

I salute you.

....

...

..

..

.

Someday this will all make sense.

xoxo

Fran 

Today I Quote Nicole Kidman

As I browse the net, I saw this article. I would like to quote her for saying this, which reminds me that all of us share something in common.

"the whole experience was "all a part of growing up." 

"There were times following [the divorce] when I thought, 'Wow, this is the loneliest, loneliest existence,' " Kidman told the magazine. "But with Tom, it was a fantastic decade. I wish all of the people that have been involved in my life well, because it's very important to me to be in a place of forgiveness and love." 

"I had tried and failed and failed," she said. "Every woman who has been through all those ups and downs knows the depression that comes with it. So the way it just happened with Sunday was like, 'What?' The percentages were so low. It is the miracle in my life."  

xoxo,
Fran