Not.Easy.
Irreconcilable.Heart.Breaking.
Being lonely, feeling pity, feeling sorry for yourself, regrets, fear, sleepless nights all bullshit, these crap do not help. Deep shit happens, well it's life afterall, WELCOME!
I feel like an asshole, non-sense retard so I focus on myself. I go to the gym, I shop, I enjoy being around with family, I go out with friends, socialize, talk to people I never spoke to before, mingle, read a lot of books, draw, sing, dance a LOT in short, I get busy. I get busy improving myself , forgetting horrific, tragic, bubble lie relationshit statuesque, and move the motherfucking forward. That's it. Voila, stronger, meaner, fierce ME. Oh, and still a bad speller!
I learned my lesson. Thanks to YOU, the earlier the better. Still praying for more strength and next exciting chapter of my life.
Good! G'nyt :) xoxo
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